[It won't. And really that's what worries John the most here. He's used to people leaving by now but Vriska wasn't just "people." She was his moirail.]

Thanks Jade. I'm... [He's tempted to tell her he's fine and try and steer the conversation in a different direction but then he remembers Soul.] well, okay I'm not actually fine. But I'm not really depressed or anything either so don't worry or anything. But I don't even know what to say or where to start, really.