I might have had a feeling. And you know that I will just tell you not to, right? I appreciate that you care about me enough to worry, don't get me wrong on that, but worrying about me won't make this better. I may not be as fine as I would like to be right now, but I won't stay like that forever. We both know that this is just how things go here sometimes. It's sad and it sucks and I think we all wish it didn't have to happen but it does.

[A pause. Wow, that speech kind of got away from him a little bit. He didn't mean to say nearly that much.]

She's is already calling me a dumb wiggler for this. I can hear her. I can only imagine what the names will change to if I let myself stay down about this any longer.