[TO be honest, it was more than John was expecting too. Were he more rested, this conversation wouldn't be happening. Not with Jade, not with Dave, not with anybody. Like everything else that bothers him, John was just going to let this fester (and possibly blow up about it a year later, we just can't be sure). But with actual nightmares as opposed to dream bubble memories keeping him up, his plan backfired.]

I know I need to be patient and I'm really trying to! Because it's Rose and I love her and I don't want to potentially drive her away any more than I possibly already have. But it's hard, Jade. It's hard being in the dark about something like this and it's driving me crazy.

[Patience has never been John's strong suit. Jade probably knows this better than anybody at this point.]

But to answer your question I am in my room.