Oh, sorry my bad. I guess I just jumped to conclusions about what you might have been thinking or... something I don't know. I just felt like I should clarify but I guess I didn't really need to.

[He sighs again, on the other side of the line dragging a hand down his face.]

I know I should. But it's hard. The person I would normally go to first about this isn't here right now and she's part of the problem to begin with so... [He trails off.] I did talk about it a little bit with my sister last night though. That sort of helped.